4-22-12

Okay, so I meant to write last night... I really did... but I ended up talking to my friend Angelique until I literally fell asleep on the phone.. Yesterday, Rob texted me and told me that Tracy is still looking for me. I wish she would just leave me alone. I love my kids. I know I fucked up in the past, but I'm trying to fix it now. 
Plus...
Technically...
it's really none of her business. I realize she has been their mommy for almost 4 years... but seriously? She needs to be an adult. 

I was told today that Ace has a new email adress... 

fubridgette@gmail.com

I mean...really??? Grow up man! I am so glad that I am done playing his games. From now on, the people I have in my life are going to be there by choice... not force... Only positive people, and only people who support me loving my children. I grew up... It's time to get rid of those who haven't. I have one more thing for Ace though....

NO MORE HARM

By the powers of three

I bind thee Ace

from harm upon others

and harm upon me

By the powers of three

I bind thee Ace

from harm upon others

and harm upon me

By the powers of three

I bind thee Ace

from harm upon others

and harm upon me

Blessed Be and Solemn Speak

and.....

Now it's time for lunch! Man I can't wiat to get all this situated... 

1. Family Promise
2. Eryn Childcare
3. Job
4. Place to live minimum 3bdrm
5. Pray he's as true as I am
6. vehicle & license

All in that order....

My 30 day goal is number 1-4.. and it starts tomorrow...

I won't give up

Ever..!! 

Love

Always

Birdie Lou'