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Quitting smoking is proving to be harder this time than it was last time... I swear I'm just... I want one, but I don't WANT one... I also have had a lapse in counseling visits My counselor went out of town and rescheduled everyone so I won't be seeing her again until almost March, I mis my sister, I am trying to plan a wedding without knowing what the heck I'm doing... I just wish I could get a job... my mind is all over the place and I'm doing my best to get everything done, but if al I do is keep the house clean and kids alive, happy, clean-ish, and fed, I'm happy... lol Just wish this quitting smoking thing was easier. :/